Wednesday, December 30, 2009

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

All friends congratulate HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Let all be - and the egg and the chicken, milk, eggs, cucumbers, and watermelons ...
But first - the soul.

Wir
wollen glauben an ein langes Jahr, das uns gegeben ist,
neu,
unberührt, voll nie gewesener Dinge,
voll nie getaner Arbeit, voll Aufgabe, Anspruch und Zumutung.
We shall see,
that we learn to take it, without too much to drop by the
has to assign it to the necessary, serious and big ask of him.
Rainer Maria Rilke

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

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4th Neurotic pride

real self-confidence: to separate convictions and to act accordingly;
development of own ability, benefits and obligations realistic estimate
the child lacks basic trust - develops> neurotic pride
because 1) Prestige values 2) properties that can be wrongly presumes
not proud of his real merits

Proud of primacy of the spirit, because his idealized self-created by spirit

pride in skills that the neurotic does lay claim
pride demands effectively argued to make

pride to meet the internal bids
Those who are proud of their selflessness that benefit others by their helplessness and suffering +
aversion to healthy self-assertion seen as a virtue of modesty

pride in elevation of the compulsory standards -> hold for moral miracle
pride lies not morally, but to know should be like him

to be proud of yourself - so compelling daß er den Gedanken, er sei in der Welt blinder Bedürfnisse, nicht ertragen kann-> formt Bedürfnisse in Tugenden um
klappt nur mit denjenigen, die der Verwirklichung seiners idealisierten Selbst dienen. andere unterdrückt oder verleugnet.

Neurotischer Stolz unstabil -> macht verletzbar
Reaktionen 1) Scham (wir selbst tun) 2) Demütigung (andere verletzen)

Scham wegen Masturbation:
-unwürdig, weil nicht mit Liebe verbunden ist
- erreichte Befriedigung grösser als Sex -> störend für das Vorstellungsbild, nur auf Liebe ausgerichtet zu sein?
- Frage der begleitenden Phantasien?
- Zugeständnis, Bedürfnisse to have?
- too much Zugellosigkeit a stoic man?
- loss of self control?
What kind of pride hurt by masturbation?

1) aggressive type: mainly Demürigung: in his mind he is without blemish selbstverleugnet
2): mainly shame. anxious concern to meet the target

irritability by internal ban hurt to feel Humiliation + shame because of the feeling of humiliation, anger and fear

: concomitantly.

alternatives: pride and self-contempt - to lose> monstrous pride.

pride a) basic b) of vulnerability ->
- if violated, automatically pride reestablish
- avoid injury when pride in danger

Restore: to the offender but by his power, hurt us, can defeat us
neurotic vengeance: triumph through harder slamming

The power to take revenge , selvst can be an object of pride, "strength".
double defeat, if not revenge.

second give up interest in situations or people: possibility to restore pride.

protect pride for the future: prevention system

neurotic process:
1) fantasies
2) Idealized Image
3) energies for the realization of the self to achieve the ideal self redirected
4) Claims - take trying a place in the world, the importance of the idealized self adequately
5) Inner Commandments - for perfection of realizing self
6) system of personal values -> what he can be proud of and what he has to hate.

Reading: Ibsen's Peer Gynt

Saturday, December 5, 2009

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

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Chapter 3 The tyranny of the second set

need him to his idealized self-transforming
"should be able to endure everything,"
"his parents love,"
"be spontaneous"
characteristics:
- Ignoring the feasibility
Example: doctor believes, in addition to 9-hour term Practice or to work scientifically
Requirement: nothing is impossible for me
absurd degree of responsibility for themselves: I had the odds to not have let crush
(retrospective set)
to understand the disorder does not want it because it is the contrary to the thirst that the disturbance will disappear.
conscious efforts have no effect on work inhibitions and depression -> gain
interior is not aimed at real change, but for immediate perfection
when projected to the outside -> only what others see, produces grief
target - Freud, the superego , Morality
error no moral standards
behavior towards internal bids
1) expansive type "mastery of life" is valid not in question, begins at
spin 2) self-denying type -> self-criticism for failure to comply
3) resigned type, freedom in the foreground: just do what he wants. Rebellion.
4) changes
projecting to other -> irritability, compared to positive, which is regarded as one of which outgoing
Example: Please. On the one hand, we must uphold as big brave, on the other hand, because it should allow anyone to force.
Does the spontaneity of the feelings

Read: The Pavilion of Women by Pearl S Buck

Saturday, November 28, 2009

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Cape Neurotic Claims

personal Selbsverherrlichung must not be touched -> the world is not right ->
any claims to the outside world wants or needs to

claims "I can not be bothered "
limiting wishes to risk a failure
claim to exceptional
" I was subject to no necessity "because in the personal world of the patient, everything is possible (God's equality)
recklessness or Übervorsichtigkeit
" to have no problems "
" with better gifts to be equipped "-" envy
claim only inside without sustained consideration of the possibility of fulfilling
egocentrism
/ / can not his own wishes are in question because he wants
idealized self "things will fall to him, though he sought"
/ / I have to go to school go - why?
the reasons for claims are exaggerated
"Because I'm something special, I have a right to .."
emfindet the necessary feeling (which serves as the base) more - for example, feels even more helpless
justice as a basis
wrong happened when the other bad - because belief
become "poetic justice" - Apply to others, other people are responsible for the rough and tumble them happen yourself
own positive values are exaggerated
good intentions to positive values counted
camouflage for revenge, claims based on a trade with the life
reactions to frustration: "legitimate "Anger
hostility: a response to an unfair frustration
wrongs appear to absurd exaggeration
discontent -> personal inability to cope with adversity," pessimism "-> pseudo-philosophical basis
in his own life only downside, in the lives of others - bright points, double entry bookkeeping
Consequences: envy and numbness
result, uncertainty in relation to their own rights in real life (because of the unrealistic own world anything goes)
inertia: 1) paralyzing effect of the claims 2) to claim that the intention
vindictive enough: other responsibility - > The Right to Restitution -> Do not trouble me -> inertia
claims equip him with evidence, he must prove his excellence, if it confirms the claims that they will one day become a reality
claims - warranty for fame and glory in the future
he felt he would make his claim lost to future performance if he would be interested in himself and his growth

example, asking the neurotic for a loan. He is irritated because his claim not to be harassed. Claim necessary because the demand confronts him to give in to his inner conflict, such as between his need, and to frustrate others. The claim that the world should work so that they can not mobilize its own conflicts.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

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Chapter 1

I will be a summary of the book by Karen Horney, "Neurosis and Human Growth," post, based on my own, that is just what appeals to me, I can also understand in the book.

creation of the idealized self
1) The child lacks affection, or it is plagued by claims of neurotic environment
2) It develops the basic anxiety, a feeling of isolation (the others do not want me, they are tuned hostile).
3) The child is developing strategies for the reason not to arouse fear. It is compliant, or aggressive (extreme).
contradictory strategies -> basic conflict
first attempt to solve neurotic conflict: make one of the dominant strategies.
development of appropriate Wermaßstäbe.
unification of relations
split anyway -> lack of integration of the personality.
Unilateral Development -> lack of self-confidence> inferiority
-> need to rise above the others.
4) It does not behave more according to your needs, but is aimed in the relationship only after the fulfillment of conservation strategies -> His self is estranged
6) It takes self-confidence -> It needs a new self, which it invented to to gain support (sense of identity)
7) developed imagination (the only possible solution)
8) idealizes his solution to the basic conflict, in compliance is good nature. is
as first image, then the image be idealized self.

It has the need for Limitless and perfection, because it requires the nature of his idealized self.
(he wants his true self to the perfect idealized self-forming)
his idealized self-employed need confirmation from the environment. It looks for respect, glory and honor to .
- neurotic ambition: external success
- Vengeful Triumph (humiliations in childhood)
1) Obsessive-compulsive nature, can not get away, otherwise torn, feeling of rejection by others. Not "I want" but "I have so I do not fall into the danger." Regardless their own interests.
- gluttony
- Exaggerated response to frustration
(because no relation to the content, only fame and honor)
2) imagination necessary. Daydreams





Book: Advanced: "our inner conflicts," the German language

Friday, November 20, 2009

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Saturday in "Panda"


Kulturbrauerei
PANDA - NOT ONLY RUSSIAN THEATER Schönhauser Allee 36 10435 Berlin
- Prenzlauer Berg
input: Knaackstr. 97, Sredzkistr. 7, Building 8
U2 Eberswalder Str




"Olga from the Volga to Gorbachev's perestroika, 1985-1991 "





A young Russian woman and a Hungarian-German multimedia project to present her with video interviews and photographs from eyewitnesses in cooperation with the Russian theater and the School of visual arts and design in the Kulterbrauerei. 1991werden central themes of perestroika as the anti-alcohol campaign, Chernobyl, glasnost, Stalinization up to the coup in August vividly. Will be followed by an exhibition of oil paintings from the period of perestroika Andrei Krioukov. A Perestroikabuffet rounded off the evening in the appropriate Zeitcolorit.
Sat, 21st November 2009, 17:00 clock

 Admission: 5 €, reduced: 3,50 € 



Speakers: André and Olga Molnár






Monday, November 16, 2009

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

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KREML - REICHSTAG: Sonntag 15.11.2009















new multimedia performance of the "Theatre of Calligraphy"






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Sunday, 11/15/2009, 19:30 Chamber Theatre "Russian Stage" - "
Русская
сцена"
Kurfürstenstraße 123 / corner at the Urania,
http://www.russische-buehne D-10785 Berlin-Schöneberg

. de , Phone 030 - 89 00 99 72 Admission 15, - €, reduced 10, - € KREMLIN - REICHSTAG
Multimedia Performance the theater of calligraphy

Berlin - Moscow Viktor Nikolaev - manual video painting,

Anna Melnikova and Ingo Reulecke - dance, Ildar Kharissov - E-Piano, Tobias Schwartz - Variations a conversation with Vladimir Sorokin,

guest Pascal Wroblewsky - Vocal art, ideology and man, their differences and connectedness are the focus of this full-length performance, a synthesis of various Art forms - literature, music, dance, painting and video art - and to set the balance between structure and free choice (Improvisation) holds. This performance was inspired by the current socio-critical novel The Sugar Kremlin "(2008) by Russian writer Vladimir Sorokin.

Performance strives for a dialogue at various levels:

- between the actual language of the texts by Vladimir Sorokin, and Tom Schwartz, the particular political and social processes in today's globalized world, naming, and the forms of nonverbal kitchen ; nste that this Processes represent symbolically, taking a room for multiple interpretations can

- between the entrenched forms of architecture (Kremlin, Mausoleum, Reichstag, Brandenburg Gate) that have existed for centuries or decades (video on the screen), and "volatile" color gestures and calligraphy of the painter who created the "here and now" and, projected on the screen in front of a moving video, and new emphasis in the interpretation of the text of Sorokin share - ideologically between the laden, almost menacing buildings of the Kremlin and the Reichstag on the one hand and the vulnerable, soon "naive" and "natural", sometimes with prevailing cultural norms playing bodies of the dancers on stage in front of the screen - between the Russian dancer with experience in the field of classical and Russian folk dance tradition and the German dancer, who goes with his dance partner in search of current representations of interpersonal relations, it falls into different cultural contexts and the public with the question of superiority of the human

ü ; via the in Sorokin Roman discussed ideological and cultural differences faced

- between form and color design on the screen / stage on the one hand and timbres and rhythms of the music on the other. The singing and the piano music form their own semantic and emotional layer, changing images and characters set in a continuum with "Russian" and "German" sound quotes to combine them together and interpret it anew.

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Concert Sergei Letov in Berlin today

Сегодня в 20:00 состоится концерт Сергея Letov , Vlad Bystrov (saxophone and other instruments) + one classroom percussionist whose name I unfortunately do not remember it.

Venue: Atelier Nikolai Makarov.

Address: Lindover, 1918 - S-Bahn Wedding Yesterday I was at their concert at the same Kulturbrauerei. Luxury musicians.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

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Yes ...

http://www.openspace.ru/society/russia/details/13296/page3/
"There are two circumstances that need to be specifically mentioned. First, these letters were written about two years ago. But it is obvious that the situation in the army for this worthless, according to Russian standards, life has not changed.
Second, in those letters a lot of profanity. After some doubts, we decided to leave these texts in their original form. "

Is 3 Month Enough For Hiv

Her English is under all pig ...

So, die zweite und first full week of the semester is over.
  • So if I familiarize necessarily have English as a lecturer quotes with long complicated words in my PowerPoint, but before then I think the fact that to read it and let me clear about the pronunciation of these words . Do not make my anthropology professor. Jana, my favorite fellow student commented above, which of course immediately brought me laugh ... reminded me a bit of Wester Wave's "No one can reach me the Water" * headdesk * Okay, my English is not terrific, but I torture anybody with it!
  • I think I made new friends. Oh dear, that does not sound quite as enthusiastic, but that's me in this regard either. Mainly because the three persons to be dealt with, I have not appreciated last semester of a glance or word. Recently, after I have seen are sometimes related to the Professor, for her, kill things, and before the lecture as their computer to the projector anstöpsle who talk to me suddenly. So when we were totally thick. Friends or at least something like that.


Another strange SG: U result me somewhat mixed leaves. On the one hand - yay! TJ in command, on the other - blergh! Scott and Chloe, which I now do not need real time. I also liked Rush, as he said to Eli, that adults now and from time to lie - very fitting. Otherwise, I've

today heard that in less than seven weeks is Christmas. Since I really do not know what to say ... some are now beginning to buy gifts, bake cookies and gingerbread to feed. But I for one think that that's not easy going. Am somehow still not in the mood and I will also up to 23.12. probably not be.

Friday, October 9, 2009

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holidays!

Incredible, but true. After I've been more than two months of vacation, have the next week is the first I've really free - just stupid, that after next week, the university re-starts. Anyway, I'm free. Free as in doing nothing, do not go to work, but holiday, a bit of bum around and stuff. A very nice, feeling of relief. Although there are still a few things I must do (eg, on Tuesday to sign my contract on the employees at the Department for Regional History - yay or a lot of Buffy Season 5 and 6 look, which I today ' Ner girlfriend have borrowed), but at least as no more annoying homework in the back of my head. The
did I get that is now finished, although I am sure that especially the conclusion does not really make sense, and includes more of a series of completely irrelevant facts ... well, that I can not really change anything. Talking to my nice teacher in terms of structure, namely, I had a little problem. He talks repeatedly of something "religious community" and I ... he had not heard it the first time. How many teachers are just so ... viiiiel talk and say as little as possible * argh * Well, let's see what is on the papers Marathon So come out. I'm curious. And now I'm

gone - the final finale of Episode VI, but is always great ... and the Emperor is so wonderfully bad!

Friday, October 2, 2009

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Brr ... it's cold, damn! And our landlord has not seen an obvious, bring slowly to the heating time in transition. Good thing I had my water bottle at hand, otherwise I would not survive here. I've always been 'ne frostbite, especially in the fall I can hardly get used to the resurgence of the cold.

the way any news on the fanfiction front. I Today brought a sentence finished. But now I force myself not more, because if I do that it works even less and I'm frustrated. Next week there will be nothing again eh, I'm back in the library and I feel like I'm studying art history or architecture or a similar fun. Two more weeks until the approaching deadline and my motivation is zero. Actually, I already wanted to do today what the housework, but then I have somehow (inadvertently, of course ^ ^) a set of Buffy DVDs into the drive. I am approaching with big steps, the final the fourth season, today was "The Yoko Factor", very great consequence, especially Angels Riley pounding ^ ^

Thursday, October 1, 2009

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Stargate: Whatever

It is to be crazy. The whole of the last weeks I had not a second time to write in my current story continues. And I wanted so much, had somehow put ideas in my head and could not wait, the whole thing to finally to paper. And now? Nothing. I'm finally a bit of free time before I start my last paper (greet the Regensburg Cathedral can!), Could write really great and a lot have fun with it. But it does not work. It just does not GO. I sit before the half-finished story and I have no idea. was not even a single sentence I write today, let alone an entire chapter. Gnahs!

Oh yes, one more thing ... I do not know but maybe there actually someone who has the time remaining until the first episode of Stargate: Universe is one ... it's me at any rate. Just now I noticed that it's tomorrow already so far and all I thought was: Oh, here we go already Hm, my enthusiasm has therefore been limited. But hey, my low expectations of the series make it easier to convince myself maybe. Time look at watch, I'll's in any case. So if I do not randomly just got a creative outburst and a write page after page of ... although ... no, probably will not happen unfortunately * Hmph *

Ranch Run Microsoft Corporation

Addicted, much?

Okay, all a bit confusing here ... but I'm trying to find my way and let this really be such a thing as habit. I was even told that it is addictive, to spend his time, but we'll see. For now, I am flashed a bit of the flashing advertising and the thousands of possibilities that have been here so, to communicate ... yet I still ask myself what I will actually use them ;)

Friday, July 24, 2009

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The end has come! Mhm

From - past - done;) is
The fourth term over now and the first thing is due - to sleep!
times I'd rather not count the hours the night I've worked through, hrm ...
The overall impression so far, but I am quite satisfied so far.

images of the entire project, work etc. in the weeks to put online ....
Oh, ... and who knows a shared flat in Hamburg or the like - please contact;)

Then this will be my new home * cheering *

LG
-

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

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t-minus three weeks

ben ... the charges and trials are on the horizon!
Hrm ... which could still very much are long nights, the announce ...
but what you do not anything clever for a job. ;)

And so to see again what a litho before I Ner week (or are again two) have been completed:

Zombie Bunnies?!



Saturday, June 13, 2009

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comic festival

so the festival is over now for me after two days;)
and I must say, I need more money ^ ^ ... some very very fine works, I could examine.

my favs:
- '40 Days dans le desert ', of Mobius
- Little Nemo in 1908
- Skydoll
- 'Hector Umbra', by Daniel Oesterle. (Where the style to keep me very much of Mignolia) reminds

and a few others * sigh *, but just too expensive. Also I would like to

Vincent Burmeister, the panel mention two pages of his comic Perry Rhodan,
very very awesome!

I bought me after all, only a band of 'Record of Lodoss War - Lady of Pharis 1' for four Eur
With an extremely good line, composed by Akihiro Yamada.
The lines, just killer.)

For Animexx stand I then made a Dojinshi given. (A four-panel story in Japanese reading direction)
'm curious whether that is published;)

Monday, June 8, 2009

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...

... already quarter past five, at least I now have
almost all rough sketch for Comic redone again;)
improve just a few basic details and make a few considerations.
Let's see, maybe I'll thump here n scan high later - when is the time.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

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Skeletor ... what would do?


I'm currently working on my next project, for the illustration art class ...
theme: music-illustrated
Have me as a song: 'Burzum - Jesus' death' picked out.
The five lines of text, einwenig inteprets free and designed with a somewhat positive ending way.
At this moment are the Rohlayouts and I draw sketches to the base level. Here's a short
Besides drawing;)

(PS: thanks again for the San ink pen gift at that time that were great ^ ^)




Happy Sunday to you yet,
- ben

Friday, June 5, 2009

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fatigue ...

... is an ugly thing.
I should even begin to go to bed earlier and not the whole night to work up into the morning;)
However, the interim appointment for the specialist magazine hats made it necessary * cough *

specialist Scripture? what? Well, I'm in a so-called book project it. We are to lay out a book and bind themselves and the content of that course, the 'writing' (would would have thought) the writing of calligraphic.
I've made my decision in this case for its own version of Bastarda, one of the broken fonts have we learned in the project ... and what kind of issue?
Well, I'm currently in the process of using either their own short texts / poems for me and illustrations to consider this ...
but what would please me more ... ^^... if I were to invent a few more short texts, verses about zombies and decay.
Best in a more humorous version.

now see me, how creative is the GR;)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

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... the day after.

comes from the whole night awake somehow located ... registered to my ear so slowly, has actually been that of birds out there are lots of whistling their type for the best. Shortly thereafter, I was also aware of the flows of light-gray stuff that through the blind scoring, already the dawn is ... hrm. In fact, I've
it then but still managed to fall asleep ... probably about five / six clock until my merciless clock, shortly after nine, said he wanted attention.

Let's see as the lithography is the test as I've now begun to apply to the stone ... mhmm ... Zombie Bunnies' ngnnnn ...'.

News: Think about how I can improve the menu navigation page of the comic pages on my. Was wisely pointed out (thanks to this site on Marina;) .. ) Which is hidden to the a wengerl.


PS: have just now finally account with NEN Gallery on conceptart.org set.






Tuesday, June 2, 2009

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Des Kaptain's Log, Day 1

Arrrh!

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Finally! After weeks, months of Dahinwergelns, My new website is finally completed.
To put it briefly describe the past four days have seen something like this:

Day , to work through eight clock in the morning. Miscellaneous source code and layouts even better.

Second day, after I've done it then but in the late afternoon ausm bed, and after two more hours doing nothing
meaningless to wake up again ... again to work through eight clock in the morning, dragged through pictures Progs,
remaining pages written. (Note: I was at other times go to bed ngnnn. ..)

Third day, I sat already on the computer, the light from the outside world slowly dangling on the gallows in the dusty corners of my memories ... after all, I approached the end.
Sometime around 21 clock I started with the portfolio for my drawings ... URRM to six in the morning I noticed the little numbers at the bottom right of the screen. It was six clock in the morning .. . Nnngnnn

Today my fourth day home straight ... actually at half past three in the sheets around me promptly crawled to run to the portfolio of my photographs.
have now wirs exactly 22 clock and I'm ready, ready with the most stuff.

What is missing now?
The 'poetry' and the' model' page are still tight. 'Other stuff' contains at the moment my coarse 'space monkey'-animation clip.
I'd like to have the blog here umdesignen ... but I do not simply time.
My Photo Book ausm 3rd semester needs to be packed inside, just as the next comic for my art class, eh ...
a set card I have to finish and even one or two odds and ends things.

Well, then I can finally start times with the applications for an internship;)


Up the Good Work!
- I