leospb @ 2008-04-05T20: 25:00
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I like Pain, I think it is nothing about him. Sometimes I walk
go, and I feel like from the street, from the houses of the people on the street increases the pain, like the scent, and it goes deep into my interior, I feel him with my Eigeweiden. Sometimes I think it is merely an illusion.
My parents have bought me an MP3 player, I myself would not have happened, because I do not believe in music as I do not believe in love, but if someone else - such as comes from my parents , I am deeply grateful, and I can always claim afterwards that I had for nothing - that is for music - again nothing - namely the Love given - and then one has not cheated me.
dwell The thousand things, ugh, in my chest. And all of them voted against hostile to each other, this is perfectly normal, you know. Any psychologist can explain the so exhilarating that it does not offensive.
So with the MP3 player was an audio book with the process by Neil Gayman. It's all cool. "Stardust". I feel every movement, every niche in the book, I can follow every emotion - but I can not imitate it. I am a stranger, and I'm empty inside. It's like a perfect beauty - you can admire them, but you will never touch them. Even more, there is no perfect beauty, for I can not even see the errors and irregularities in Neil Gayman (even the errors are beautiful) - but I can not correct it. I myself can not write the same. I lack the imagination to `s wealth, I have no wealth. I'm hugging an empty frame, a slime that can cover the other things, but never.
Ugh. Perhaps it is merely an illusion.
is probably the world is an illusion, and certainly even.
except that they will cease to exist someday.
